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JUST MEAT

By

JACK LONDON

HE strolled into the corner and glanced up and down the intersecting street, but saw nothing save the oases of light shed bythe street-lamps .at the successive crossings. Then he strolled baek the way he had come. He was a shadow of a man, gliding noiselessly and without undue movement through the semidarkness. . Also he was very alert, like a wild animal in the jungle, keenly perceptive and receptive. The movement of another in the darkness about him would need to have been more shadowy than his to have escaped him. In addition to the running advertisement of the state of affaris carried to him by his senses, he had a subtler perception, a feel, of the atmosphere around him. He knew that the house in front of which he paused for a moment contained children. Yet by no willed effort of perception 'did he have this knowledge. Eor_that matter, he w;aa Rgt even aware that he knew, so ogcult was the impres-s-ion. Y-et, did a moment arise in-which action, in -relation to- that house, were imperative,-he would have acted on th« assunrjrtron tinit it contained children. In the same way he knew that no danger threatened in the footfalls, that came up the cross-street. Before he saw the walker he knew him for a belated pedestrian hurrying home. He came into view at the crossing, ami disappeared up the street. The man who watched noted a light which Hared up in the window of a house on the corner, and as it died down he knew it for an expiring match. This was conscious identification of familiar phenomena, and through his mind flitted the thought, "Wanted to know’ what time.” In another house one room was lighted. The light burned dimly but steadily, and he had the feel that it was a sick-room. He was especially interested in a house across the street in the middle of the block. To this lions.) he paid most attention. No matter which way he looked, nor which way ho walked; his looks and his stops always returned to it. Except for an open window above the porch there was nothing Unusual about the house. Nothing went in or came out; nothing happened. There were no lighted windows, nor had lights appeared and disappeared in any of the windows. Yet it was the central point of his consideration. He returned to it each time alter a divination of the state of the neighbourhood. Despite his feel of things, he was not confident. He was supremely conscious of the preeariousness of his situation, Though unperturbed by the footfalls of the chance pedestrian, he was as keyed up and sensitive and ready to be startled as any' timorous deer. He was aware of the possibility of other intelligences prowling about in the darkness intelligences similar to liis own in inoverner.t, perception and divination. Ear down the street he caught a glimpse of something that moved, and at once knew it was no late home-goer, but, menace and danger. He whistled twicn to the house across the street, and faded away shadow-like around the corner. Here he paused and looked about him carefully. Reassured, he peered baek around the corner, and studied the object that moved, and that was coining nearer. He had divined aright; it was a policeman. He went down the eross•treet to the next corner, fr.'iß

the shelter of which he watched the corner he had just left. He saw the policeman pass by, going straight on up the street. He paralleled his course, and from the next corner again watched him go by; then he returned the way' he had come. He whistled once to the house across tho street, and after a time whistled onee again. There was reassurance in the whistle, just as there had been warning in the previous double whistle. Soon he saw a dark bulk outline itself on the roof of the porch, and slowly deeend £ pillar. Then it came down the steps, passed through the small iron gate, and went down the sidewalk, taking the form of a man. He that watched kept on his own side of the street, and moved on abreast to the corner, where he crossed over and joined the other. He was quite small alongside the man he accosted. “ Mow’d you make out. Matt?’’ he asked;' The other grunted indistinctly, and walked on in silence a few steps. “ I reckon I landed the goods, Jim,” he said.' Jj'tfl chuckled in the darkness and waited for further information. The blocks passed by under their feet, and he grew impatient, “ Well, how about them goods? ” ho asked. “ What kind of a haul did you make, anyway?” “ 1 was too busy’ to Agger it out, but it’s fat. I can tell you that much. Jim —it’s fat. I don’t dust to think how fat it is. Wait till we got to the room.” Jim looked at him keenly' under the street lamp of the next crossing, and saw that his face was a trifle grim and that he carried his left arm peculiarly. “What’s the matter with your arm?” he demanded. “The little cuss bit mo. Hope I don’t get hydrophoby. Folks get liydrophoby from man-bite sometimes, don’t they?” “Gave j’ou a fight, eh?” Jim asked encouragingly. The other grunted. “You’re harder’n hell io get information from,” Jim burst out irritably. "Tell us about it. You ain’t goin’ to lose money just a-tellin’ a pal.” “I guess I choked him some,’’ came the answer. Then, by way of explanation. “ He woke up on me.” “Yon did, it neat. 1 never heard a sound.” “Jim.” the other said with seriousness, “ it’s a hangin’ matter. I fixed ’im. I had to; lie woke up on me. You an’ life’s got to do some lavin’ low for a ’ spell.” Jim gave a low whistle of comprehension. Then, “Did you hear me whistle?” he asked suddenly. “Sure. 1 was all done, an’ was’just coinin’ out.” “ It’.was a bull, but he wasn’t on a. little bit.' Went right by, an’ kept apaddin’ the hoof outa sight. Then 1 come baek an’ gave you- the whistle. What made you take so long after that?” “ I was waitin’ to make sure,” Malt explained. "I was mighty glad when I heard you whistle again. It’s lull'd work waitin’. I just sat there, an’ I bought an’ thought oh, all kinds of things. It’s remarkab’e what u fellow’ll think about. And then there was a darn cat that kept movin’

around the house an' botherin’ me with its noises.” “An’ it’s fat!” Jim exclaimed irrelevantly and with joy. “ I'm sure tollin’ yoj. Jim, it’s fat. I’m plumb anxious for another look at ’em.” Unconsciously the two men quickened their pac?; yet they did no* relax from the’jr caution. Twice they change? I their course in order to avoid policemen, and they made very sure that they were not observed when they dived into the dark hallway of a cheap rooming-house down-town. Xot until they had gained their own room on the top floor did. they scratch a match. While Jim lighted a match. Matt locked the door and threw the bolts into place. As he turned he noticed that his partner was waiting expectantly. He smiled to himself at the other’s eagerness. * Them, search lights is all right.” he said, drawing forth a small pocket electric lamp and examining, it. “ But we got to .get ..a new. battery. It’s runnin’ pretty weak. I thought once or twice it’d leave me in the dark. . Funny arrangements in that house. I near got lost. His room was on the left, an’ that fooled me some.” “ I told yon it was on the left,” Jim interrupted. •* Yon told me it was on the light.” Matt went on. “ I guess I know what you told me, an' there’s the map you drew.” Fumbling in his vest pocket, he drew out a slip of paper. As he unfolded it, Jim bent over and looked. “ I did make a mistake,” he confessed. “ You sure did. 1* got me guessin’ some for a while.” “ But it don’t matter now,” -Jim cried. “Let’s see what you got.” “It does matter,’ Matt reUaned. “It mattres a lot— to me. i'vn go *o run all the risk. 1 put my head in the trap while you stay on the street. You got to get on to yourself, an' be more careful. All right. I’ll show you.” lie dipped loosely into his trousers pocket, and brought out a handful of small diamonds which he spilled out in -a blazing stream on the greasy table. Jim let out a great oath. “That’s nothing.” Matt said with tiiumphant complacence. “1 ain't begun From one pocket after another he con tinned to bringfmlh the >poil. There were many diamonds wrapped »n chamois-skin that were larger than those in the first handful. From one packet he brought out ’a handful of very small cut genw. “Sun Just.*’ Ik* remarkc.:, as h<* spilled them on the table in a space by them Jim examined them. “Just the ••ainr, I hey retail for a couple of dollars each.” hr said. “Is that all?? “Ain't it enough?” the other demanded in an aggrieved tone.- * “Sure it is,” Jim answered with unqualified approval. “Bctier'n 1 expected. I wouldn't take a cent, less than ten thousan' for the b «nch.” “Ten t hou-i’an'./ Mair sneered. ‘•They’re worth iwic’t that, an' I don’t, know anything about joolery, cither. Look at that big boy!” He picked it out from the sparkipig heap, and held it near to the lamp with the air of an expert weighing and judg“Worth a thousan’ nil by its lonely,’* was Jim’s quicker judgment.

“A thousan', your grandmother!*’ wa« Mail's .scornful rejoinder. “You couldn’t buy it for three.” ‘•Wake me up! I’m dream in'!” The s-parkle of the gems was in Jim's eyes, and he began sorting out the larger dia>qpnds and examining them. “We’re rich men, Matt; we'll be regular swells.” “It'll -take years to get rid of 'em,” was Matt’s more practical thought. “But think how we'll live—nothin' io do but .spend the money an' go on gel’in iid of 'em!” Matt's iyes were beginning to sparkle, 1 hough somberly, as his phlegmatic nature woke up. “I told you I didn't dast think how fat it was.” he murmured in a low voice. « “What a killin'! What a killin'?” was the other's more estatic utterance. “I almost forgot,” Matt said, thrusting Ids hand into his inside coat pocket. A string of large pearls emerged from wrappings of tissue paper and chamoisskin. Jim -’ca reefy glanced at them. “ They’re worth money,” he <said, ami returned to the diamonds. A silence fell on the two men. .Tim. played, with tlrer' ; ’geiiis, running then, through his lingers, sorting them into piles, and spreading them out Hat ami wide. He was a slender, wizened man, nervous, irritable, high-strung, an/, anemic a typical child of the gutter, with unbeautiful twisted features, smalleyed, wit h face* ami mouth perpet ua.?y an I feverishly hungry, brutish in a catI’ke way, and stamped to the core with degeneracy. Matt did not finger the diamonds, lit sa-t with chin on hands and elbowe on table, blinking heavily al the blazing ai ray. He was in every way a contrast to the other. No city had bred him. He was heavy-muscled and hairy, gorilla, like in strength ami aspect. For hi:.; there was no unseen world. His eyes were full and wide apart, and thnro seemed in them a certain bold brotherliness. They inspired confidence; but a ( loser inspection would have shown that they were just a trifle too full, just a shade too wide part. He exceeded, spilled over, the limits of normality, and ‘i’-» features told lies about the man tt-nea-t h., “The bunch is worth fifty thousan',' Jim remarked suddenly. “A hundred thousan',” Malt said. A long silence endued, to be. broken again by Jim. ’What the devil was tn doin' with ’em all at the house? ThatS what I want to know. I'd 'a' thought he'd kept 'em in the safe down at the st ore.” Matt had just been considering the vision of the thrott led man as he had last looked upon him in the dim light ot the electric lantern; but he did not start al the mention of him. “ I'here’H no tollin'.” he a::fiwered. “lie might ’a’ been get tin’ ready In chuck his pardnor. He might ’a’ pulled out in the mornin' lor parts unknown, it we hadn't happened along. I guess there’* just as many thiovc* among honest men as there is among thieves. You read about 6Uch t hings in Ihe pa;>ers. Jim. Gardners is always knifin’ each other.’’ A queer look <*umc into the of her’* eyew. Matt did not betray that he noted il, though lie said: “What was you ihinkin* about, Jim was w trifle awkward for the moment. ’•Nothin',” he answcrexl. • i»iUy t

was think in' just haw funny it wus—all them jooU at his house. What inude you ask?” “Nothin’. 1 was just wonderin’, that was all.” Silence set thd down, broken by au Os/caaional low and nervous giggle on the part of Jim . lie was overcome T»y the spread of gems. It was not that lie felt their beauty; he was unaware that they were beaut ifu! in themselves, hut in them hid ■swift imagination visioned the joys of life they would buy; and all the desires and tippet lies of his diseased mind and sickly ikrh were tickled by the promise they extra.led. lie buiided wondrous, orgyhaunte 1 -astles out of 'their brilliant fire*, and was a>p|>allcd *at what he buitaed. Then it was that he giggled; it was al! too impossible to be real. And yet there they blazed on the table before him, fanning the llame of the lust of him, and lie giggled again. “I guess we might a«s well count ’em,” ■Mat! said suddenly, teuring hi niseif away from his own visions. “You watch me an’ see th.it it’s square, because you ah’ me has got to be on the square, Jim. Undcrstand ■;’* Jim di I not like this, and betrayed it in his eyes; while Matt, did not like what he saw in his partner’s eyes. ”1 nderstand?” Matt repealed, almost mena -ingly. ■'Ain't we always been square?” the other replied, on the defensive, what of the tremdiery already whimpering in him. don't cost nothin’ bein’ square in haul times.” Matt retorted. “Lt’s bein’ sitqaie in prosperity that counts. When wo a in' got nothin’, we can't help bein’ square. We're prosperous now, an’ we've got to be business men—honest bu-iiie*-' men. I’nder.stand ‘■That's the talk for me,” Jim approved: but deep down in the meagre •soul of him, and in spite of him, wanton and lawless thoughts were stirring like chained hearts. Mali -lopped to the food-shelf behind the two-burner kerosene cooking-stove. 11c emptied the tea from a paper bag. and from a *e-ond bag emptied some red peppers. Returning to the table wMi the

bags, he put into them the two sizes of small diamonds. Then he counted the larger gems, and wrapped them in their tissue-paper and chamois-skin. “Hundred an’ forty-seven good-sized ones,” ran his inventory; ‘•twenty reat big ones; two big boys and one whopper; an’ a couple of fistfuls of teeny ones nn‘ dust.” He looked at Jim. “Correct,” was the response. lie wrote the count out on a slip of memorandum-paper, and made a copy ot it, gvinig one slip to his partner and retaining the other. “Just for reference,” he said. Again he had recourse to the foodshelf, this time emptying the sugar from >a large paper bag. Into this he thrust the. diamonds, large and small, wrapped it u,p in a bandanna handkerchief, and stowed .it away tinder his pillow. Then he sat down on the edge of the bed and took off his shoes. “Au* you think they’re worth a hundred thousan’?” Jim asked, pausing in the uni icing of his shoe 'and looking up. ‘‘i.Surc,” was the 'answer. “I seen a dance-house girl down in Arizona once, with some big sparklers on her. They wasn’t real. She said if they was she. wouldn't be dancin’. Said they’d be worth all of fifty thousan’, an’ she didn’t have a dozen of ’em all told.” “Who’d work for a livin’?” Jim triumphanlly demanded. “Pick an’ shovel work!” he sneered. “Work like -a dog all my life, an’save all my wages, 'an’ 1 ■wouldn’t have half as much as we got to-night.” “Diish-washin’s about your measure, an’ you couldn't get niore'n twenty a month an’ board. Your li-ggers is ’wav off, but your point is well taken. Let them tlrat likes it, work. 1 rode range for thirty a month when I was young an’ foolish. Well, I’m older, an' 1 ain’t rillin' range.” He got into bed on one side. Jim put out the light, and followed him in on the other side. “How’s your arm feel?” Jim queried amiably. Such concern was unusual, and Matt noted it and replied:

"I guess there's no danger of hydro plioby. What made you ask?”

Jim felt in himself -a guilty stir, and under his breath he cursed the other's way of asking disagreeable questions; but aloud he answered: “Nothin' ”; only you seemed scared of it at first. What are you goin* to do with your share, Matt?” ."Buy -a cattle-ranch in Arizona, an’ set down an’ pay other men to ride range for me. There’s some several I’d like to see askin’ a job from me, damn ’em! An" you shut your face, Jim. It’ll be some time before I buy that ranch. Just now I’m goin’ to sleep.” But Jim lay long awake, nervous and twitching, tossing about restlessly, and rolling himself wide awake every time he dozed. The diamonds still blazed under his eyelids, and the fire of them hurt. Matt, in spite of his heavy nature, slept lightly, like a wild animal alert in his sleep'; and Jim noticed, (every time he moved, that his partner’s body moved sufficiently to show that it had received the impression and was trembling on the verge of awakening. For that matter, Jim did not know whether or not, frequently, the other was awake. Once, quietly, betokening complete consciousness, Matt said to him: “Aw, go to sleep, Jim. Don't worrk about them jools. They’ll keep.” And Jim had thought that at that particular moment Matt was surely asleep. In the late morning Matt was awake with Jim’s first movement, and thereafter he awoke and dozed with him until midday, when they got up together and began dressing. "I’m goin’ out to get a paper an’ ■some bread,” Matt said. “You boil the coffee.” As Jim listened, unconsciously his gaze loft Matt’s face and roved to the pillow beneath which was the bundle wrapped in the bandanna handkerchief. On the instant Matt’s face became like a wild beast’s.. “Look here. Jim,” he snarled, “you’ve got to play square. If you do me dirt, I ll fix you. Understand? I’d eat you, Jim. You know that. I’d bite right

into your throat, an’ eat you like much beefsteak.” His sunburned skin was black with the surge of blood in it, and his to-bacco-stained teeth were exposed by th« snarling lips. Jim shivered and involuntarily cowered; there was death in the. man he looked at. Only the night before that black-faced man had killed another with his hands, and it had not hurt his sleep. And in his own heart Jim was aware of a sneaking guilt, of a train of thought that merited all that was threatened. Matt passed out, leaving him still shivering. Then hatred twisted his own ■face, ami he softly hurled savage curses at the door. He remembered the jewels, and hastened to the bed, feeling under the pillow for the bundle. He crushed it with his fingers to make certain that it still contained the diamonds. Assured that Matt had not carried them away, he turned toward the stove with a guilty start. Then he hurriedly lighted it. filled the coffeepot at the sink, and put it over the flame. The coffee was boiling when Matt returned, and while he cut the bread and put a slice of butter on the table, Jim poured out the coffee. It was not until he sat down and had taken a few sips of the coffee that Matt pulled out the morning paper from his pocket. “We was way off,” he said. “I told you I didn’t dast figger out how fat it was. Look at that.” He pointed to the head-lines on the first page. “SWIFT NEMESIS OX BUJANOFF’S TRACK.” thev read. “MURDERED IN HIS SLEEP - AFTER ROBBING lIIS PARTNER.” "The re you have it!" Matt cried. “He robbed his partner—robbed him like a dirty thief.” “‘Half a million of jewels missing.’” Jim read aloud. He put the paper down and stared at Matt. “That’s what I told you.” Matt said. “What in blazes do we know about jools? Half a million!--an’ the best I could figger it was a. hundred thousan’. Go on an’ read the rest of it."

HTiey read on silently, their heads <lae by side, the untouched coffee growing cold; and ever and anon one or the other burst forth w ; ‘h some salient printed fact. ‘ I’d like to seen Metzner’s face when he opened the safe at the store this hiornin’,” Jim gloated. “He hit the high places right away for Bujanoff’s house,” Matt explained. “Go on an’ read.” “Was to have sailed last night at ten on the Sajoda for the South Seas— Steamship delayed by extra freight—*’ “That’s why we caught ’im in bed,” Matt interrupted. “It was just lucklike pickin’ a fifty-to-one winner.” “ ’Sajoda sailed at six this morning.’ ” “He didn’t catch her,” Matt said. “I saw his alarm-clock was set at five. That’ll give ’im plenty of time, only I come along an’ put the kibosh on his time. Go on.” “ ‘Adolph Metzner in despair—the famous Haythorne pearl necklace—magnificently assorted pearls—valued by experts at from fifty to seventy thou.-And dollars.’ ” Jim broke off to swear vilely and solmenly, concluding with “Those dam oyster-eggs’ worth all that money!* Then he licked his lips and added, "They was beauties arf no mistake.” “ ‘ Big Brazilian gems,’ ” he read on. '“Eighty thousand dollars—many valuable gems of the first water—several small diamonds well worth forty thousand.’ ’” “What you don’t know about jools is worth knowin’,” Matt smiled goodhumoredly. “‘Theory of the sleuths,'” Jim read. Thieves must have known—cleverly kept watch on Bujanoff’s actions—must have learned his plan and trailed him to his house with the fruits of his robin ry ’ ” “Clever, nothing!” Matt broke out. “That’s the way reputations is made—in the noospapers. How’d we know hi' was robbin’ his pardner?” ‘ Anyway, we've got the goods,” <Ji.m grinned. “Let’s look at ’em again.” He assured himself that the door was locked and bolted, while Matt brought out the bundle and opened it on the table. “Ain’t they beauties, though!” Jim exclaimed, at sight of the pearls; and Ju'r a time he had eyes only for them. “Accordin’ to the experts, worth -from fifty to seventy thousan’ dollars.” “An’ women like them things,” Matt commented. “An’ they’ll do everything to get ’em sell themselves, commit murder, anything.” ‘•lust like vou an’ me.”

“Not on your life,” Matt retorted. “I'll commit murder for ’em, not for their own sakes, but for what they’ll get me. That’s the difference. Women want the jools for themselves, an’ I want the jools for the women an’ such things they’ll get me.” “Lucky that men an’ women don’t Want the same things,” Jim remarked. "That’s what makes commerce,” Matt agreed“people wantin' different things.” tn the middle of the afternoon, Jim went out to buy food. While he was gone, Matt cleared the table of the jewels, wrapping them up as before and putting them under the pillow. Then he lighted the stove, and started to boil the water for the coffee,. A few minutes later, Jim returned. “Most surprisin’,” he remarked. “Streets an’ stores an' people just like they always was. Nothin’ changed. An’ me walkin’ along through it all a millionaire. Nobody looked at me an* guessed it.” Matt grunted unsympathetically. He had little comprehension of the lighter whims and fancies of his partner’s imagination. “Did you get a porterhouse?” he demanded. “Sure, an’ an inch thick. It’s a peach. Loo!' at it.” He unwrapped the steak and held it (tip for the other’s inspection. Then he made the coffee and set the table, while Matt fried the steak. “Don’t put on too much of them red peppers,” Jim warned. “I ain’t used to your Mexican cookin’. You always Season too hot.” •Matt grunted a laugh, and went on With his icQoking. J|im (poured out the coffee, but first he emptied into the nicked china cup a powder he had carried in his vest pocket wrapped iri a rice paper. He had turned his back Tor the moment on his partner, but be did not dare to glance around at Mm. Matt placed a newspaper on tho table, and on the newspaper set the

hot frying pan. He cut the steak in half, and served Jim and himself. “Eat hfr while she's hot,” he counselled, and with knife and fork set the example. “She’s a dandy,” was Jim’s judgment, after bis first mouthful. “But 1 tell you one thing straight: I’m never goin’ to visit you on that Arizona ranch, so you needn’t ask me.” “What’s the mutter now?” Matt asked. “The Mexican cookin’ on your ranch’d be too much for me. If I’ve got hell a-comin’ in the next life, I’m not goin’ to torment my insides in this one. Damned peppers!” He smiled, expelled his breath forcibly, to cool his burning mouth, drank some coffee, and went on eating the steak. “What do you think about the next life, anyway, Matt?” he asked a little later, while secretly he wondered why the other had not yet touched his coffee “Ain’t no next life,” Matt answered, passing from the steak to take his first sip of coffee, “nor heaven, nor hell, lior nothin’. You get all that’s cornin’ right here in this life.” “An’ afterward?” Jim queried, out of his morbid curiosity, for he knew that he looked upon a man who was soon to die. “An’ afterward?” he repeated. “Did you ever see a man two weeks dead?” the other asked. Jim shook his head. “Well, I have. He was like this beefsteak you an’ me «s eatin’. It was once steer cavortin’ over the landscape. But now it’s just meat. That’s all—just meat. An’ that’s what you an’ me an’ all people come to —meat.” Matt gulped down the whole cup of coffee, and refilled the cup. “Are you scared to die?” he asked. Jim shook his head. “What’s the use? I don’t die, anyway. I pass on an’ live again.” “To go stealin’, an’ lyin’, and snivelin’ through another life, an’ go on that way for ever, an’ ever, an’ ever?” Matt sneered. “Maybe I'll improve,” Jim suggested hopefully. “Maybe stealin’ won’t be necessary in the life to come.” He ceased abruptly, and stared straight before him, a frightened expression on his face. “What’s the matter?” Matt demanded. “Nothin’. I was just wonderin’”— Jim returned to himself with an effort —“about this (lyin’, that was all.” But he could not shake off the fright that had startled him. It was as if an unseen thing of gloom had passed him by, casting upon him the intangible shadow of its presence. He was aware of a feeling of foreboding. Something ominous was about to happen. Calamity hovered in the air. He gazed fixedly across the table at the other man. He could not understand. Was it that he had blundered and poisoned himself? No, Matt had the nicked cup. and he had certainly put the poison in the nicked cup. It was all his own imagination, was his next thought. It had played him tricks before. Fool! Of course it was. Of course something was about to happen, but it was about to happen to Matt. Had not Matt drunk the whole cup of coffee? He brightened up and finished his steak, sopping bread in the gravy when the meat was gone. “When I was a kid ” he began, but broke off abruptly. Again the unseen thing of gloom had fluttered by, and his being was vibrant with' premonition of impending misfortune. lie felt a disruptive influence at work in the flesh of him, and in all his muscles there was a seeming that they were about to begin to twitch. He sat back suddenly, and as suddenly loaned forward with his elbows on the table. A tremour ran dimly through ihe muscles of his body. It was like the first rustling of leaves before the oncoming of wind. He clenched his teeth. It came again, a spasmodic tensing of his muscle. He knew panic at the revolt within his being. His muscles no longer recognised his mastery over them. Again they spasmodically tensed, despite the will of him. for he had willed that they should not tense. This was revolution within himself, this was anarchy; and the terror of impotence held him as his flesh griped and seemed to seize him in a clutch, chills running up and down his back and sweat starting on his brow. He glanced about the room, and all the details of it smote him with a strange sense of familiarity. It was as though he had just returned

from a long journey. He looked across the table at his partner. Matt was watching him and smiling. An expression of horror spread over his face. “My God, Matt!” he screamed, “you ain’t doped me?” Matt smiled ami continued to watch him. In the paroxysm that followed, Jim did not become unconscious. His muscles tensed ami twitched and knotted, hurling him and crushing him in their savage grip. And in the midst of it all, it came to him that Matt was acting quoerly, that he was travelling the same road. The smile had gone from his face, and there was in it an intent expression, as if he were listening to some inner tale of himself and

tsyir£s to divine the message. Matt got up and walked across the room and back again, then sat down. “You did this, Jim.” he said quietly. “But 1 didn’t think you’d try to fix me.” Jim answered reproachfully. “Oh. 1 fixed you all right,” Matt said, with teeth close together and body shivering. “What did you give me?” “Strychnin.” “Same as 1 gave you,” Matt volunteered. “It’s a bad mess, ain’t it?” “You’re lyin’, Matt,” Jim pleaded. “You ain’t doped me, have you?” “I sure did, Jim; an’ I didn’t overdose you, neither. 1 cooked it in as neat as you please in your half the porterhouse. Hold on! Where’re vou

goin’?” Jim had made a dash for the door, and was throwing back the bolt. Matt sprang in between, and shoved him away. “Drug store,” Jim panted. “Drug store.” “No, you don’t. You’ll stay right here. There ain’t goin’ to be any runnin’ out an’ makin’ a poison-play on the street —not with all them jools reposin’ under ihe pillow. Savve? Even josin’ under the pillow. Savve? Even if you didn’t die. you’d be in the hands of the police, with a whole lot of explanations cornin’. Emetics is the stuff for poison. I’m just as bad hit as you, an’ I’m goin’ to take a emetic. That’s all they’d give you at a drug store, anyway.” He thrust Jim back into the middl? of the room, and shot the bolts into place again. As he went across the floor to the food-shelf, ho passed one hand over his brow and Hung off the beaded sweat. It splattered audibly on the floor. Jim watched agonisedly as Matt got the mustard-can and a cup and ran for the sink, lie stirred a cupful of mustard and water and drank it down. Jim followed him, and was

Teaching with trembling hands for the empty cup. Again Matt shoved him away. As he mixed a second cupful, he demanded:— “D’ypu think one cup’ll do for me? You can wait till I’m done.” Jim started to totter toward the door, but Matt checked him. “If you monkey with that door, I’ll twist your neck. Savve? You can take yours when I’m done. An’ if it saves you, I’ll twist your nock anyway. You ain’t got no chance, nohow’. I told you many times what you’d get if you did me dirt.” “But you did me dirt, too.” Jim articulated with an effort. Matt was drinking the second cupful, and did not answer. The sweat had got into Jim’s eyes, ami he could scarcely see bis way to the table, where he got a cup for himself. Butt Matt was mixing a third cupful, and thrust him away. as before. “1 told you to wait till L was done,” he growled. “Get out a my way.” Jim supported his twitching body by holding on to the sink, the while he yearned toward the yellowish concoction that stood for life. It was by sheer will that he stood ami clung to ihe sink: his flesh strove to double him up and bring him to the floor. Matt drank the third cupful, and with ditli<nlty managed to get to a chair and sit down. 11 is first paroxysm was passing. The spasms that aillirtrd him were dying away. This good effect he ascribed to the mustard and water. He was safe at any rate. He wiped the sweat from his face. and. in the interval of calm, found room for curiosity. He looked at his partner. A spasm had shaken the mustard can out of Jim's hands, and the contents were spilled upon the floor. He stooped to scoop some of the mustard into the cup, and the next spasm doubled Idm up on the floor. Matt smiled. “Stay with it,” he urged. “It's the stuff all right. It’s fixed me up.”

Jim heard him, and turned toward him a stricken face, twisted with suffering and pleading. Spasm now followed spasm till he was in convulsions, rolling on the floor and yellowing -his face in the mustard.

Matt laughed hoarsely at the sight, but the laugh broke midway. • A tremour had run through his body. A new paroxysm was beginning. He arose and staggered across to the table, and clung to it, lilted with the horror of going down to the floor.

Jim’s paroxysm had passed, and he sat up, weak and fainting. He rubbed his eyes with his knuckles, and groans that were like whines came from his throat. ‘‘What arc you snifflin’ about?” Matt demanded, out of his agony. “All you got to do is die, an’ when you die you’re dead.”

“J -ain’t— snifflin’—it’s — the — mustard- stingin’—-my—eyes,” Jim panted. It was his last successful attempt at speech. Thereafter he babbled incoherently, pawing the air with shaking arms till a fresh convulsion stretched him on the floor.

Matt struggled back to the chair, and, doubled up on it, fought with his disintegrating flesh. He came out of the convulsion cool and weak. He looked to see how it went with the other, and saw him lying motionless. lie tried to soliloquize, to be facetious, to have his last grim laugh at life, but his lips made only incoherent sounds. The thought came to him that the emetic hail failed, and that nothing remained but the drug store. He looked toward the door, and drew’ himself to his feet. There he saved himself from falling by cbithehing the chair. . Another parxysm had begun. In the midst of it. with his body flying apart and writhing and twisting back again into knots, he clung to the chair and shoved it before him across the floor. The last shreds of his will were leaving him when he gained the door. He turned the key and shot back one bolt. Ho fumbled for the second bolt, but failed. Then he. leaned against the door, and slid gently to the floor.

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New Zealand Graphic, Volume XXXVIII, Issue 17, 27 April 1907, Page 31

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JUST MEAT New Zealand Graphic, Volume XXXVIII, Issue 17, 27 April 1907, Page 31

JUST MEAT New Zealand Graphic, Volume XXXVIII, Issue 17, 27 April 1907, Page 31

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