her deathbed without feeling miserable. Jessie also feels the same. She says she is sure she never will be well there. I told you that the doctor was going to speak to Papa and perhaps he will persuade him better than us. Is it not strange that I am not able to sleep at night yet last night I do not think I slept half an hour at a time. I was constantly getting up and wandering about the room. Jessie got so cross that she said she would tie me in bed tonight. I think it must be the heat of the weather. It has been much warmer since you left. I have not commenced bathing yet and I will not be able to do so till the end of the week but you must not scold for it was Mrs Kirton who would not allow me to go. I shall tell you the reason when I [crossed out] you come