Mr Gray is going down to see you and do my dear D manage this business for me for I have no mind of my own in the matter. I leave it all to you. Mr Gray I regard with feelings of respect for I know that he is an upright just good man and I think would be kind to me. But I think him wanting in energy and I fear would be contented with small things which is not all together to my mind but perhaps it is folly in me to give way to these feelings for I daresay Mr Gray is superior to me in many respects.